Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Rose Parade


yup i'm in it.
PCC Honor Band, in the back with the Flags, front row right corner.
tv corner as they call it.
woooO~!!
but the thing is...
we have a long practice tomorrow and... yeah just make us sore the day before.
LOL.
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i like knowing that someone likes me. even though i have a boyfriend. (:
makes me feel as if, i'm worth it.
and that i am doing something right with my image and my personality so that other ppl likes me.
yay!

conceited... yeah a bit. but you know what. it raises my self-esteem.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Justin's Present.

[ ] shirt #1
[ ] shirt #2
[ ] picture frame (: AWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[ ] cappo :3



sorry justin but your presents will be late. due to shipping and handling.

random note[s]

dear Vic,
i sometimes scroll down my AIM/MSN list to see if you're online. and if you are i would double click it and stare at the open convo window for 2-5 mins wondering if i should send something and start a conversation, in the end i would close it with half a sentence written.
i miss you dreadfully.

dear Justin,
i swear i'm going to eat that aloe vera if you don't come soon.

dear Scot,
heck yah i send you an email! :] and i will show it to everyone who read this too! that awesome picture. because for once i am proud of how i look. yay, but it does have a kind of a squinty Asian eye thing going on.

oh by the way Scot! i was watching Chicago with Justin last night and in the middle of it i just had a random thought/image of me. in my graduation gown... oh my god I'm a senior! ha ha ha. well you're away ill get back to you.

dear Mr. Ryan,
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!??!?! i know you're trying to keep our brains active. BUT COME ONNNNN ]: i swear i will switch to normal English. but i can't.

dear Edward,
i sometimes hate you yet i sometimes love you.
you're ... annoying and I'm bipolar. we weren't meant to be. maybe in another world where you're less annoying and I'm more decisive. until then. good luck with Kimmy (:

dear girls in general,
ALL GIRLS ARE BACKSTABBING BITCHES!!!! i don't care if they are nice and cares, because sooner or later they will realize you did something bad to them and they will get you back. somehow. unintentionally or intentionally. so get over it.

dear people of the world,
everyone makes mistakes. get over it. stand tall, and think of a logical solution, that does not involve your emotions. so basically. get over it and move on. because the world is still moving whether or not you are. keep up.

dear me,
grow up. listen to your own advice, try to be decently nice with the interest of others in your mind. give other benefit of the doubt, and ... think before you speak. also... don't be bitch. i know you can't help it, but TRY. ohhhh DO YOUR RESEARCH PAPER!

<3 bye bye!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Meow!

dear Anonymous #362487?

one of you guys or maybe its the same person... har har har anyways!
yes i still care. i think about it/you when i wake up in the middle of the night and i can't go back to sleep because you're on my mind.
i don't know if that's good or not but. it's something.


i need to
quit facebook for a bit
and myspace
and start on my research paper and nonfiction paper
one is due on wednesday and the other is due on friday i have not started on any and i lost my nonfiction book. holy.......
i believe after i send in my UC apps i lost the motivation to do any work... i'm totally slacking off cause really since i'm not a 4.0 child i don't need to work as hard just need to keep straight B's (minus the C in physics and calc LOL)
what's causing the procrastination + senioritis is... that i've already been accepted to colleges. not the ones i really want except for one of them but the pretty decent ones. ( waiting on UCs and the UBC registration to open)

accepted
concordia university + $5000 scholarship
northwest christian university + $4000 scholarship
CSULA
Cal Poly Pomona

so yeah... i feel like i have a cushion. woot...
okay i should be working on my research paper.

BYE BYE!
<3