i danced in the rain today.
well we twirled :]
and then we made it dramatic
it was fun and i loved it.
we as in
me and the boy that i like[d] i hope i dont like him anymore...
Friday, November 30, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Investigation
okay today's topic:
Investigating on the guy you like :] or girl you know... whatever!
situation::
there's this boy you like [replace boy with girl w/e but im a girl so...] and you want to know how many g/fs he had right? but dont wanna ask. cause that's totally rude. well you would ask his friends but they'll most likely tell him that you question... so the problem is what's wrong with checking up about his background?
Negative:
it's rude. and it's like you're checking for flaws, like what if he made a mistake last relationship. you can't judge him on that. he might of "change". and it's like seriously plain judging him on
1. how many g/f
2. his mistakes
3. his sexual..
Positive:
well it's good cause then you'll know what he's like on the phone, if he's easily distracted or listen like crazy. if he's a good chatter or an awkward silenece boy. you know that he's always like that on the phone and it's not you. it's him.
a lot of good stuff
and seriously iono why i wrote this.
...
Investigating on the guy you like :] or girl you know... whatever!
situation::
there's this boy you like [replace boy with girl w/e but im a girl so...] and you want to know how many g/fs he had right? but dont wanna ask. cause that's totally rude. well you would ask his friends but they'll most likely tell him that you question... so the problem is what's wrong with checking up about his background?
Negative:
it's rude. and it's like you're checking for flaws, like what if he made a mistake last relationship. you can't judge him on that. he might of "change". and it's like seriously plain judging him on
1. how many g/f
2. his mistakes
3. his sexual..
Positive:
well it's good cause then you'll know what he's like on the phone, if he's easily distracted or listen like crazy. if he's a good chatter or an awkward silenece boy. you know that he's always like that on the phone and it's not you. it's him.
a lot of good stuff
and seriously iono why i wrote this.
...
Sunday, November 25, 2007
a hint of endorphin <3
l i l FOB ette (5:14:41 PM): im not like most girls
l i l FOB ette (5:14:42 PM): :]
MVReap (5:15:09 PM): good, cause i don't like most girls.
l i l FOB ette (5:15:16 PM): what am i like then
MVReap (5:16:11 PM): you're j.
you're my endogenous opioid biochemical compounds
l i l FOB ette (5:14:42 PM): :]
MVReap (5:15:09 PM): good, cause i don't like most girls.
l i l FOB ette (5:15:16 PM): what am i like then
MVReap (5:16:11 PM): you're j.
you're my endogenous opioid biochemical compounds
Friday, November 23, 2007
Lyric Box IV
Emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car
Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are
Go your own way, even seasons have changed just burn those new leaves over
So self-absorbed you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than...
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant
(This is the correlation)
Don't soon forget
(Between salvation and love, don't drop your arms)
You're so brilliant
(I'll guard your heart)
Grace marked your heart
(With quiet words I'll lead you in and out of the dark)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
(Don't drop your arms)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in
Unwinding Cable Car
Anberlin
i like it :] nothing bad nothing good i just like it.
feels as if someone is reaching out to you.
makes you feel like someone cares.
Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are
Go your own way, even seasons have changed just burn those new leaves over
So self-absorbed you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home
You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long
Don't you believe that you've been deceived that you're no better than...
The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
With quiet words I'll lead you in
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant, don't soon forget
You're so brilliant, grace marked your heart
You're so brilliant
(This is the correlation)
Don't soon forget
(Between salvation and love, don't drop your arms)
You're so brilliant
(I'll guard your heart)
Grace marked your heart
(With quiet words I'll lead you in and out of the dark)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
(Don't drop your arms)
La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in
This is the correlation of salvation and love
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
(Don't drop your arms)
Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart
(La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la)
With quiet words I'll lead you in
Unwinding Cable Car
Anberlin
i like it :] nothing bad nothing good i just like it.
feels as if someone is reaching out to you.
makes you feel like someone cares.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Day 5
ahahahhaha
i swear i was gonna update but i was like ... nahhhH!
well i didnt do any homework
i tried i did but i met a cool guy name Andrew [Y.]! yes another andrew ahhaha well i'm bored
and my plant didnt grow roots ]: BUT it's still alive.
and apparently i totally forgot to talk to God T.T i know HOW COULD YOU FORGET!? it's such a big thing but you know sometimes we look @ the smaller things instead ya know?
well yup!
and so now i'm listening to Hillsong cause i just downloaded some new songs. <3 it.
"you are the way,
the truth, and the light
we live by faith
and not by sight for you
we're living all for you"
pretty <3 i love it.
also some new yellowcard, my american heart, anberlin, [they're bands]
anyways!!
so
today was a Starbucks Morning! yay! it's when i go "running" with my Starbucks Husband Andrew Kim. and we talk about school and update each other since we go to different schools and stuff.
i like Stronger -Kayne West its the only hip hop song i like [the chorus is what got me]
"N- n- now th- that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I've been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya
I need you right now
I need you right now"
add some bass
there you go
:D
makes me "stronger" really it does. you know those songs you listen to when you're scared or down and it gives you courage or strength those songs with nice chords and strong bass makes you go like YEAH I CAN DO IT WOOOOOOOO~!!
i love those songs
like "Move Along by All American Rejects"
and "Be There by Rock Kills Kid"
well anyways
Happy Thanks Giving~!!
i am thankful for Christopher Columbus being so ignorant to think this was India. he should of been more open minded. or something. well anyways without him there would be no America. well i think there would but i doubt it would be call America or be a Democratic government. and yup :] and my family and friends and im just thankful for everything i take for granted.
well i'm talk to Scot, and his g/f is UBER pretty. :] im jealous.
ahahah well i dont know...
boys... ill let them come to me
i mean right now i quit on LOOKING for a long term relationship.
i mean i want one i really do. but i just have bad luck looking for one.
i dont even want to ask if i like the person im talking to right now.
well anyways
christmas shopping list
Angela Chen : Frame + Socks
Ashlee : shirt?
Stacey : Scarf
Kimmy : beanies
Edward : Scarf
Kate Bai : Hello Kitty BandAids and something else
...
i forgot
ahahah
the others
i swear i was gonna update but i was like ... nahhhH!
well i didnt do any homework
i tried i did but i met a cool guy name Andrew [Y.]! yes another andrew ahhaha well i'm bored
and my plant didnt grow roots ]: BUT it's still alive.
and apparently i totally forgot to talk to God T.T i know HOW COULD YOU FORGET!? it's such a big thing but you know sometimes we look @ the smaller things instead ya know?
well yup!
and so now i'm listening to Hillsong cause i just downloaded some new songs. <3 it.
"you are the way,
the truth, and the light
we live by faith
and not by sight for you
we're living all for you"
pretty <3 i love it.
also some new yellowcard, my american heart, anberlin, [they're bands]
anyways!!
so
today was a Starbucks Morning! yay! it's when i go "running" with my Starbucks Husband Andrew Kim. and we talk about school and update each other since we go to different schools and stuff.
i like Stronger -Kayne West its the only hip hop song i like [the chorus is what got me]
"N- n- now th- that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I've been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya
I need you right now
I need you right now"
add some bass
there you go
:D
makes me "stronger" really it does. you know those songs you listen to when you're scared or down and it gives you courage or strength those songs with nice chords and strong bass makes you go like YEAH I CAN DO IT WOOOOOOOO~!!
i love those songs
like "Move Along by All American Rejects"
and "Be There by Rock Kills Kid"
well anyways
Happy Thanks Giving~!!
i am thankful for Christopher Columbus being so ignorant to think this was India. he should of been more open minded. or something. well anyways without him there would be no America. well i think there would but i doubt it would be call America or be a Democratic government. and yup :] and my family and friends and im just thankful for everything i take for granted.
well i'm talk to Scot, and his g/f is UBER pretty. :] im jealous.
ahahah well i dont know...
boys... ill let them come to me
i mean right now i quit on LOOKING for a long term relationship.
i mean i want one i really do. but i just have bad luck looking for one.
i dont even want to ask if i like the person im talking to right now.
well anyways
christmas shopping list
Angela Chen : Frame + Socks
Ashlee : shirt?
Stacey : Scarf
Kimmy : beanies
Edward : Scarf
Kate Bai : Hello Kitty BandAids and something else
...
i forgot
ahahah
the others
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Day 1
well today is day 1 of my plant growing thing...
iono what kind it is but my mommie told me if i put it in water it'll grow roots in a few days. so i did and i shove some cotton in there so it wont spill over.
:] oh i can't wait for it to grow!!
it's edible hahah.
and because freshmen year when i was suppose to grow beans for earth science my plant didn't grow so i was sad.
wooo i can't wait. so I'm staring at it and yes i know it wont grow that fast but im bored and yup.
also today is day 1 of talking to God on blog. since Andrew was like "you guys always comment each other on facebook with the walls. why don't you guys write on God's wall?"
you know what'll be cool?
if someone make a facebook call God and people just write on his wall for the sake of something solid. it's like a confession/bitching/just plain chatting with "god"
but it can be God since he will see somehow. it's just a more of a way to connect.
and the other people that writes on the wall can read other's comments and maybe he/she will understand how the other feel. therefore forming a sort of GOD's Support Group on FaceBook.
wouldn't that be cool?
it's like talking to God
and God replies by sending a random person that read your comment and understands how you feel to comfort you. and then both of you guys will pull through it together.
that's sweet.
i would do it
but i don't know how
it's easy. but it'll be better if it was more like well-known.
meeting people from everywhere.
"world without Strangers"
oh so anyways today day 1 talking to GOD
hi...
okay the end
i know BABY STEPS I SWEAR.
hmm it's like talking to God
equals to
talking to a fatherly guy that is a good listener but is mute. and he can kind of write, but it's not legible. it's hard to understand but you have a wee gist of it.
so what he's writing down is like the bible because it's there you can read it but it's hard to understand. you'll have to keep re-reading it until you "get use to the handwriting style" reading between the lines and how it applies to you basically.
well since i know this.
why don't i apply it?
cause I'm lazy
:D
har har har
okay well i think i will nap or run around in circles staring at my plant.
or maybe i don't want to talk to God because he's intimidating.
can i just rename him so it's not GOD its like "GOD" + echos + deep menacing voice.
maybe i should call him G-Dog hahaha just kidding i dont know. cause God is like a friend isn't he? if i call him God it's like back in the 18th century europe a servant calling his master by his first name -whippped-
or maybe i'm over thinking it.
help?
scedule for this week since there's no school
monday: practice 5-9
tuesday: practice 9-noon, 4 call time WCHS field show.
wednesday: mall with elijah, andrewkim, annalee, james?
thursday: lunch with church people, dinner with canto groupie
friday: library for group project. and something else forgot
saturday: movies with Edward [August Rush]
sunday: take angelaliu+eugina to church/group project
iono what kind it is but my mommie told me if i put it in water it'll grow roots in a few days. so i did and i shove some cotton in there so it wont spill over.
:] oh i can't wait for it to grow!!
it's edible hahah.
and because freshmen year when i was suppose to grow beans for earth science my plant didn't grow so i was sad.
wooo i can't wait. so I'm staring at it and yes i know it wont grow that fast but im bored and yup.
also today is day 1 of talking to God on blog. since Andrew was like "you guys always comment each other on facebook with the walls. why don't you guys write on God's wall?"
you know what'll be cool?
if someone make a facebook call God and people just write on his wall for the sake of something solid. it's like a confession/bitching/just plain chatting with "god"
but it can be God since he will see somehow. it's just a more of a way to connect.
and the other people that writes on the wall can read other's comments and maybe he/she will understand how the other feel. therefore forming a sort of GOD's Support Group on FaceBook.
wouldn't that be cool?
it's like talking to God
and God replies by sending a random person that read your comment and understands how you feel to comfort you. and then both of you guys will pull through it together.
that's sweet.
i would do it
but i don't know how
it's easy. but it'll be better if it was more like well-known.
meeting people from everywhere.
"world without Strangers"
oh so anyways today day 1 talking to GOD
hi...
okay the end
i know BABY STEPS I SWEAR.
hmm it's like talking to God
equals to
talking to a fatherly guy that is a good listener but is mute. and he can kind of write, but it's not legible. it's hard to understand but you have a wee gist of it.
so what he's writing down is like the bible because it's there you can read it but it's hard to understand. you'll have to keep re-reading it until you "get use to the handwriting style" reading between the lines and how it applies to you basically.
well since i know this.
why don't i apply it?
cause I'm lazy
:D
har har har
okay well i think i will nap or run around in circles staring at my plant.
or maybe i don't want to talk to God because he's intimidating.
can i just rename him so it's not GOD its like "GOD" + echos + deep menacing voice.
maybe i should call him G-Dog hahaha just kidding i dont know. cause God is like a friend isn't he? if i call him God it's like back in the 18th century europe a servant calling his master by his first name -whippped-
or maybe i'm over thinking it.
help?
scedule for this week since there's no school
monday: practice 5-9
tuesday: practice 9-noon, 4 call time WCHS field show.
wednesday: mall with elijah, andrewkim, annalee, james?
thursday: lunch with church people, dinner with canto groupie
friday: library for group project. and something else forgot
saturday: movies with Edward [August Rush]
sunday: take angelaliu+eugina to church/group project
Monday, November 12, 2007
Jeffery's Profile
"The freedom you have is so dazzling"
Said a girl
"Even if I can't find the meaning of my existence?"
I answered
Supposing man is a creature
Who is always asking for things he doesn't have
Ah, what is it
That we truly want to have?
And then
The girl just struggled and struggled
And when she noticed she was filled with emptiness
She had a new understanding
We always open the window to tomorrow
By dreaming
Ah, though we know
Nothing is certain in this world
Flowers are surely waiting for us
In a place we haven't yet seen
Before we are used to being bored
And our time passes quickly
Even if it's the end of the world
Even if people say with laughter that we are trying in vain
Let's go together
Because nothing is so fearful as giving up
i like it :]
Said a girl
"Even if I can't find the meaning of my existence?"
I answered
Supposing man is a creature
Who is always asking for things he doesn't have
Ah, what is it
That we truly want to have?
And then
The girl just struggled and struggled
And when she noticed she was filled with emptiness
She had a new understanding
We always open the window to tomorrow
By dreaming
Ah, though we know
Nothing is certain in this world
Flowers are surely waiting for us
In a place we haven't yet seen
Before we are used to being bored
And our time passes quickly
Even if it's the end of the world
Even if people say with laughter that we are trying in vain
Let's go together
Because nothing is so fearful as giving up
i like it :]
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Phone Calls
sometimes when i'm on the phone, i can't reply.
i have the answer in my head
and i am saying it back to you in my head
but it just wont go through my mouth.
so i sit there on the phone
listening to you sigh.
and saying how i don't listen to you
but oh, i am listening
my attention is to your voice and your voice alone.
my mind is working for the best possible answer for you.
but sometimes...
i just dont know how to reply
and when i do know how
i can't force sound through my mouth.
and when i can
it's too late
because you're already gone.
and you wouldn't believe me anyways.
because no one ever believes me.
why?
"because i am a ditz"
tice : talk to me when you calm and can focus your attention on me
i will talk to you... but you just won't believe me anymore
until i can force myself to talk...
but then it'll be force
and everything will be overthinked...
but what's the difference
i am not "deep"
i like to talk about boys and school and food.
...
right i shall believe that too.
i have the answer in my head
and i am saying it back to you in my head
but it just wont go through my mouth.
so i sit there on the phone
listening to you sigh.
and saying how i don't listen to you
but oh, i am listening
my attention is to your voice and your voice alone.
my mind is working for the best possible answer for you.
but sometimes...
i just dont know how to reply
and when i do know how
i can't force sound through my mouth.
and when i can
it's too late
because you're already gone.
and you wouldn't believe me anyways.
because no one ever believes me.
why?
"because i am a ditz"
tice : talk to me when you calm and can focus your attention on me
i will talk to you... but you just won't believe me anymore
until i can force myself to talk...
but then it'll be force
and everything will be overthinked...
but what's the difference
i am not "deep"
i like to talk about boys and school and food.
...
right i shall believe that too.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
lyric box III
Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters And The Story Of A Lonely Girl
Lost Prophet
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...
Her hands are in her pockets
And she's scared to look
The picture's frozen
And she's closed the book
Jealousy has only got one friend
And Joey's heart was never meant to mend
Walking faster now she holds him close
The timing matters just to take the dose
Empty pockets tell the stories..
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...
The nights are getting darker
And the wind is cold
The summer sun
Has now become so old
Her closest friends
Were never meant to fade
With all these dreams
That didn't make the grade
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't risk it all
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all
You'll regret it all
(Broken hearts and torn up letters)
Living behind your wall
(Girl you just can't dance forever)
And you'll never fall in love if you don't risk it all
(If you want to make it better...)
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...
--------------------------------
didn't enjoy homecoming because i was jealous that everyone was having a better time than me. when i could of just go out there and forget everything and be myself. but i dont know.
wishing for some truth in dreams...
Lost Prophet
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...
Her hands are in her pockets
And she's scared to look
The picture's frozen
And she's closed the book
Jealousy has only got one friend
And Joey's heart was never meant to mend
Walking faster now she holds him close
The timing matters just to take the dose
Empty pockets tell the stories..
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...
The nights are getting darker
And the wind is cold
The summer sun
Has now become so old
Her closest friends
Were never meant to fade
With all these dreams
That didn't make the grade
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't risk it all
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...
And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all
You'll regret it all
(Broken hearts and torn up letters)
Living behind your wall
(Girl you just can't dance forever)
And you'll never fall in love if you don't risk it all
(If you want to make it better...)
Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...
--------------------------------
didn't enjoy homecoming because i was jealous that everyone was having a better time than me. when i could of just go out there and forget everything and be myself. but i dont know.
wishing for some truth in dreams...
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