Universal Meeting

so i was in church, listening to the sermon about the "sinning" tax collector and how Jesus was all like:
"whaddaup man! get down from that tree and let me hang out by your place fool".
so he did. and people were like:
"dude Jesus he's with the feds! he steals money and shit."
but the tax collector repented and goes:
"oh man! F*** the Feds let's go pull a Robin Hood y'all"
so in the end Jesus saved the collector guy from hell.

hmmm so while all that was happening. i was wondering, what if there's a God for every Universe right. and then like once every millennium or something they'll meet, and have this great reunion. like Class Reunions. and then i tried imagining their conversations...

"HEY G-Dawg what's up man??"
"Oh man Redd it's crazy over there! Earth is trying to kill itself!!"
"whaaat? she is?! mannn she needs to take a chill pill"
"ohh noes not her! the PEOPLE on her. they're like pissing on her and trashing everything man."
"I told you G-Dawg to get rid of them a LOOOOOOONGGGG @$$ time ago."
"yeah man, but like i can't that would totally suck y'a know?"
"DUDE BUT THEY'RE KILLING EARTH MAN, she's my girlll foool."
"ehh... yeah i guess i'll give them a century or so..."
"ugh you're too nice fool."
"whatever... OMG there's Ceed!"

LOL
that'll be funny
sorry i'm like in a "ghetto" talking moood.
but wouldn't it be crazy if it does happen...
ahh :D and yeah
ever thought that ants worship us?
lol

how many times can she say Fuck?

imagine you were this person she was talking to:

okay i don't know if i'm just really pissed off, or i'm psming.
but i don't give a fuck. some "sack of shit" (props to michellekim) imed me saying some bullshit. and really that person shouldn't be all up in my business. that person's all like "it's my business just as it is to angie*" yeah my fucking ass. you can go fucking suck a cock til it turns fucking white. i hate that mother fucking dick sucking, pussy eating, bitchass cuntface. hope to god, he and she fucking die. theyre gonna fucking feeel the wrath of a mence. i fucking swear. WHO THE FUCK GIVES A SHIT. btw, YOU should fucking know who the hell you are. and if your fucking reading this shit, FUCK YOU AND THAT BITCH. YEAH THAT'S RIGHT FUCK YOU. i'm fucking fresh to death, and i don't have time for fucker like you, that's right you fucked up big time. mother fucker. yeah write a whole fucking paragraph saying yous gonna change? AHAHAHHAHHAH. laugh my Fucking AASSS offf. don't write one unless yous fucking willing to. ask fucking ANYONE. they'll fucking say "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HER FUCKING DUMBSHIT BUSINESS, YOU FUCKING DOUCHE BAG" and don't fucking tell me to fucking appologize to some bitch, mother fucker. WHO THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU FUCKING ARE. and i can fucking cuss in church all i fucking want. mother fuckin bitch. yeah that's right. you fucking brought the fucking bitch out of me. i much rather you fucking step off, before you get owned by a girl. cause i have a way with literature. and i can fucking diss your fucking ass. mother fucker.

so fuck off. and mind your own fucking businesss. BITCH


* name hidden.

holy gosh... its my "friend's" mypsace blog apparently iono... but wow. she's 14.
fourteen.
1 + 4. wow... apparently she's a slut. cause i found like other myspace users taking her picture and putting "im a slut" as the headline but.
its kind of funny... shall we uhm disect this??

"and i don't have time for fucker like you, that's right you fucked up big time. "
if you dont have time then why the heck are you spending like 10 mins typing that...

"yeah write a whole fucking paragraph saying yous gonna change? AHAHAHHAHHAH. laugh my Fucking AASSS offf. don't write one unless yous fucking willing to."
ahahahha ok ok how would she know what he's really thinking. i mean what if he really do mean it?? aiyah...

"cause i have a way with literature. and i can fucking diss your fucking ass. mother fucker."
way with literature huh... wow... uhm a small way? x]


there's more but eh!

39 :D fucks!

Gushers

-ding!- lightbulb.

ever had those gushers?
the candy with the skin and the gooey insides. and when you bite into it, it's like a volcano just exploded of fruit fusion?
its very good.

i think that's me
i mean ... well yeah. i am like a gooey dorky extremely sensitive girl. but with society today [meangirls, popularity, OC drama] i try to build up an armor of sorts. and sometimes the gusher skin will be all hard and stuff, and sometimes it'll be very soft and breakable. ... basically im semi-bipolar.

i got to this because after school i just started crying for no reason [not the crazy crying just the tearing up ones] and i didn't know why. i tried like going through my mind and asking myself what went wrong and i came up with no conclusion. then before practice i started tearing up again for no freaking reason.
maybe i'm getting my period... i dont know ><
but here's Scot's take on this...

Scot says:
i think you are constantly worrying about helping people. you're always worrying about what others want... worrying if others are enjoying themselves... at some point.. you need to do things for yourself... to be you. i think you exert so much energy for others.. that you build up too much emotions/feelings etc. inside. sometimes.. doing too much for other people, will mean you're not getting enough out of yourself. who are you? well.. that's an answer for you to answer.

golly gee that sounds so easy...
hmm i mean. really what do i like?
i dont even know what i like! those surveys on myspace and xanga i always think 'omg other ppl will read this.' so i think i just put what they want to hear and a bit of me...
well i dont know where i'm going with this...
just :]

random quote

cause i want to keep it

My dearest friend, if you don't mind
I'd like to join you by your side
Where we can gaze into the stars
And sit together, now and forever
For it is plain as anyone can see
We're simply meant to be

update

rawr update

bridget's bday
happy bday sweetie

hi scot

things just keep happening and i can't keep track of all
:] and i hate writing short post and stuff unless im completely satisfied with it.
so i just gonna keep writing
it's like a stream of consciousness hahahaha.
well i'm waiting for Derick to come and pick me up so we can go shopping
yes shopping with a guy how weird
and i am suppose to be doing apush outline
but nahhh!!!
and yeah.....
okay i quit
ill update forreal.

after disneyland :D
thursday<3

and btw andrew isn't in my interest list anymore... he's sweet but no...
or maybe yes
iono

bye scot -waves-