lately ... i've been putting my emotions > everything else. and that pretty much screwed me over.
cause then my best friend Edward. got hurt. Troy my good friend got hurt. other ppl got hurt. and i... i've been emotional.
"its a hot tranny mess" as talia would say it.
well bascially... a promise for me is a big thing... but i realize. a promise. is... bullshit. well for me it is. so far in my experience.
but you know what? its because i make the impossible promises. like i want to ride in Edward's car first. but he can't help but give a friend a ride ya know?
...
golly im stupid.
so you know what?
for a change
its everyone else > me.
who cares. either way i'm just an emotional mess.
" i won't give up, i won't give in. im ready for my life to start again." -Reason to Live by ZOEgirl.
i'm trying.
please let me accomplish it. at least let me do something right.
cause i make stupid mistakes especially when my emotions run high. so forget me.
i'm trying.
i need you scot.
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