Saturday, January 22, 2011

I realized...

that i remember what i post about... like no duh but usually after a long period of time i dont remember! but today something happened which brought me back to the ... last post or the one before that (didnt check). ahah so anyways! here i am reminding myself for later!

Dear me,
Remember kiddo! apparently it's not your fault because you don't influence him whatsoever! it's all on him.

ex:
g: sorry im distracting you from your paper.
b: oh its not your fault. it's my choice that i'm here not yours.

(which makes perfect sense on "paper" or written! whatever. but when spoken. IT FUCKING HURTS.

ahaha or maybe i acted like a girl and took it to a whole new level

ex (crazy me over thinking):
g: sorry im distracting you from your paper.
b: oh you're not the one distracting me. i am! you just happen to be here... you don't influence me whatsoever. none at all! my choice is my choice and i don't take your opinion into consideration whatsoever. the end

haha! yes i was so overreacting! anyways ... i guess i should start on my paper.

he's frustrating me.
i mean not like a bad thing its me super worrying about him because he's stressing out about his paper. therefore causing me to be frustrated because i am i cannot help him with that. and whenever i try to perk up his spirits, he just looks at me with the IM REALLY STRESS look... so i quiet down...

sigh.
K.

1 comment:

AGUANTE JULIAN SERRANO :$ Soy AGus said...

Me encantaría entender bastante inglés. Aunque sé muy poco. Muy lindo todo.