Updating Myself

well it's been awhile, and i guess i should update myself...
i found a really nice site.
www.straymatter.com

and then i got my permit, i drive my parents around now.
i'm obsessed with the game Ragnarok Online [www.legacyro.com] the server i'm playing.

went to the beach and told my friend that i had the urge to kiss him. cause i guess we were talking about it feels like he's going through what i'm going. since i am still worried about the exsistent of life. and everytime i think about it, it brings me WAY down.

i got my first internet boyfriend. his name is Kevin Ky and he's 6 days younger than me. oh wow also my first time that the boy is younger than me. grats. it's really weird... since he's an extreme jealous type. and yeah i'm a flirty time. thank goodiness he's in Arizona. but then he can come and visit <3 just a 4 hour drive like Vegas. uhm but with him, i will actually try not to do anything.

i met Vic's little brother. FINALLY -cough cougch-

i got new glasses frame.

i am procrastinating on my homework. its due in 3 weeks and i just started. need to do outlines, and dialectic journals.

i sleep around 10pm and wake up at 2 am just to play Ragnarok and talk to Alex [vic's lil bro]. its interesting hearing his side of the story since for the past 4 [give or take] i've been hearing Vic's side. hmm it is really different, and like for me its like "OMG... thats crazy." you know?

i realized that Northern Cali people do not wear flip flops that much and say Hella like we say "dude, like, omgah"
i also realized that i'm a valley girls since i say like every 40 seconds-ish. i mean like if you say ... "he said she was beautiful" sounds like a quote and thats not because i put it in quote! now if you say "he said like she was beautiful" that sounds more like you're just resaying what he said but not to the exact. cause you can't really quote someone... can you? i mean without their consent or like... you might misquote.

i still go "running" with my running buddy Andrew, its just that instead of running like we used to do 2 years ago, we walk to Starbucks and order a drink and a bagel sit down on the couch and update each other. since he goes to a different high school now.

i need to get SAT books. i need to study. i need to try. i need to get in a good college. i need alot of things that are possible, but to me is impossible to reach.

i need to refresh my French.

hmm i think i might do a whole entry on Vic and his brother. so weird i am. i am so weird there we go.

my first post without smilies.

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